my name is lexi and I will never be happy
I’m 6 weeks pregnant. Trying to figure out what I want to do. Either decision will be difficult. My heart hurts, I’ve been crying every single day since I found out. I don’t want to struggle but I don’t want my child to struggle in this world. I’m so confused and heartbroken.
Honestly I’m a little tired of the abortion discussion centering around child raising and such. Like, if I got pregnant today, and someone offered to adopt the child and pay for my medical bills and everything, I still would have an abortion? You know why? Because I don’t want to be pregnant. I don’t want to put my body through that for nine months. And I don’t want to risk my life in childbirth. Fact is no one will be able to do that for me, so untimately it’s my choice and that’s all there is to it.
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“And like the moon, we must go through phases of emptiness to feel full again.”— Excerpt #148
unicorn hunters on Tinder be like “ooh come fuck my husband ;)” go fuck your own damn husband
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i honestly believe human beings are not meant to live like this. we are meant to live in loving communities and be around nature every day and grow our own food and create art and not work day and night until we die. this longing for another life is not human nature, it’s a symptom of modern society.
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